So many constraints and so many days
I lay wondering where I will be
In a year from now
I tell myself to rest in desire
Of the future but as it turns out
I would rather forgive my future
Than knowing what it holds
To the truth of me
And in me stews possibilities
Broadcasting and internationally
Recharging my abilities
So that some day I can say
That my trust comes in the present and stays
With the day that wakes me.
Today is my memoir
And yesterday might have been misery
But tomorrow is pure registry
Of my satisfaction.
I make my world
And Im calling tomorrow
To be selfless and forgiving of me
So that I can hold strong to
Delivering who I want to be
From this day forward
Holding my marbles
In my pocket that came from Jesus.
Determination
So long ago I was beside myself
Living in inequities and transgressions
Possibly holding them to my side for too long
Now, I’ve come to manage my fear
Is not in the dear restraints that keep me
On my toes searching for more
Now I tear through my bandages
Hoping to break free of what once was damaging
Is now testimony of my safety
My nature Is terribly uncertain
But today I raise the curtain
And call it my testimony is shown
Such as a retardation is prone
To dissolving through the richness
That becomes my suit of armor
I’m one with my natural self
No longer holding to inhibitions
But farther proving to myself
That my keep is tender
And so is my meekness
So I surrender in passion to my faith
Because it is my only salvation.
My soul rings a treble in the water
Its youth is flattered
By the glorious waves of continuity
This everlasting fountain
Is to blame for my loss of shame
I’m one with myself
And I reign forever as the water
So aqua and truly the queen of me
Is the perfection I wish to be.
My passions take me past my critical affairs
And lurks beneath my skin a pair of hands
Keeping my heart beating
This pressure that I bear is also in you
We receive and view passion differently
But we are all the same
Made of blood and bone
And my tone might come off
A little honed in on you to step up
And match me at my eyes
You cant stay down on your knees all day long
Anymore
It’s time for you to start redirecting and reaching
And perfecting this art of your life
You manage to have a testimony
Can you also be damaged by a lonely?
Recover and feel projected of strength
Erect yourself and stand like you mean it
Today and say it is in your blood that you can meet with
Adversity in the eye and say
Watch this!
Because I have Christ.
Targeted
My position plays me into
A description only few
Can mark of
Tender memories
Pleasant anomalies
Programmed
For a consumption of life
We are handed a target
And it’s our job to find it
In action
So is it up to me to hit it
Or do I commit to just viewing
What meets my eye
In a simple try
To hold onto my ego
Is it most reigning in my past
Or is it always set in the future
How true it would seem to me
To be always challenged
Seeing where I might be
Shall I let go of what holds me back
Or is it leading me into a place
That I once met with the dice?
You take me out of the depths of despair
to stir in me
what clearly reassures my abilities
as splendid
I’m writing day and night
For what seems to be right
Hoping to monument my sight
Of what was once a fright
With all my might
Can I take me to new heights?
All of me being in a flight
Of what was once that created my plights
Also created my abilities to forgo my next insight
Offer me a tight
Hope and let it soar in quite
A satisfaction that makes me tell satan to bite
Me in this new light
Resilience
In hopelessness Is the power to reform
My thoughts
Creating what I want to think
Is the best way to live
Determining what possesses me
Cures me of my fashionable
Invisibility
I love so I stay strong
With God
He pushes me to the edge
With infallible questions
And persists I dig deeper
To institute more inspiration for the future
He says, “today is over, so prepare for tomorrow.”
And in this I find peace
That meets me with passion
To exist
This is who I want to be
I am this
But I cant see today
Maybe tomorrow I will discover what I am
You take me out of the depths of despair
to stir in me
what clearly reassures my abilities
as splendid
I’m writing day and night
For what seems to be right
Hoping to monument my sight
Of what was once a fright
With all my might
Can I take me to new heights?
All of me being in a flight
Of what was once that created my plights
Also created my abilities to forgo my next insight
Offer me a tight
Hope and let it soar in quite
A satisfaction that makes me tell satan to bite
Me in this new light
Life’s shoes
I’m merely a person seeking redemption
I want to fulfill my connection
To the world
So help me God as I find new shoes
My last ones were severely tampered with
My attitude was running wild
Clearly I was deceived by their platform
Hoping to numb their feats with the ground
Never really feeling what was bound
To get in their souls
My new ones will offer me freedom
With toes that are open facing the sun
I hope to model someone today
Someone that was once young
At heart
Help me gladden my miseries
And pour me into the richness of my destiny
And forever let your will be done
Don’t let me apologize anymore
For wearing holes through my shoes
Pardon my sores
And let them remind me
Of what was once binding me
As I lose my memories
Of my past and can only see it as
A fraction of my life.
MY life is in my satisfaction
As I wear what makes me happy
Today and tomorrow.
Deploy me into an action
So lonely that I must muse myself
Into an accord
Where I find
Restitution in my own
Laughter
Mark me with a kiss
That lifts my voice
And let it act
As a tone
That helps to mold me
Prosper me
Into the man
I see so far away
Bring closer
My fears
So that I may mount
Them as I battle
For my own monument
And let me shatter
What seems hopeless
Of living in solitude
Bringing joy
To the one
That created my discharge
In field
Peel away my armor
And reduce me
To ensure
My mastery
Is endured
The right way.
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